Spankslave jason

Bootlicking must come before a beating to ensure true submission...

Rubberboy 1

Part One of a very long rubber session - more to come. Note - rubber slave and leather Master. A session with my boy,  Xavi, from Barcelona. Best of boys ;)

A slave fantasy

[A story I wrote years ago which seems to tap into the fantasies of a lot of guys. It is clearly a fantasy all the same! The slaves in the pictures are all slaves of mine.]

my past has been wiped out and there is only the present. The future is something i never think about - it is enough that i am alive in the here and now. And that present has a purity and a simplicity that my past never had. i am a slave. i do what i am told. i accept what happens to me. i am content.

i don't know where i am, whether in a city or in the country as it was part of the contract i agreed to that i would not know where i was going, or who i was going to. i had been selected on the basis of the emails and photographs i had submitted to the agency and told to go to a certain place, at a certain time and wait. It was an hour's train journey from the town where i had lived, and then a walk of about a mile until i reached the designated spot, a quiet crossroads down a country lane. The instructions had been specific - no possessions other than the clothes i had been directed to wear (jeans, tee-shirt, sneakers, no coat or jacket even though it was winter and rain was falling on me). No watch, either, so i had no idea if i was early or late. Shivering with apprehension so intense that i did not notice that i was cold and wet, i waited for my life to change...

And what a change! i am a slave to a Leather Master who keeps me in chains in a cage in a dungeon and uses me for his sexual pleasure whenever he feels like it.

The first thing he did to me when i arrived was to impress upon me that i am a slave and must never, even for a second, forget this fact. So he shaved my body totally, head, eyebrows, chest, groin, everything; and it is one of my duties as his slave to keep this body in a state of total hairlessness as a constant reminder of my state of slavery.

Then he made sure that, by chaining me with heavy fetters, every movement would remind me that i am a slave. A heavy metal slave collar was welded around my neck, with heavy chains running to metal wrist and ankle restraints, also welded. A heavy ball collar is welded round my balls, pushing them painfully downwards and allowing him to grab them and twist them as a way of controlling me. Apart from these heavy chains i am naked, allowing my Master access to my body at any time. i am trained to present myself to him, to offer up my body to him when he desires it.

i am kept chained to the wall and sleep on the floor of the cage. The cage is too small for me to do anything other than kneel in it or lie down if i am curled up. At first i had difficulty in sleeping as the fetters would cut into me if i tried to move too much and the chain from the collar around my neck to the wall is too short to permit much movement. But i have become accustomed to it and i feel safe and secure, like a dog that accepts its new home without question. i eat and drink from a dog bowl on the floor. i am not permitted to eat with my hands but must stick my face into the bowl like a dog.

my nipples and cock have been pierced and rings inserted so that i can be chained in any number of painful and uncomfortable positions when he decides to punish me and discipline me. He also pierced my nose and inserted a ring as a further exercise in humiliation. He says it will serve to remind me that i am a pig slave. Ominous words at the time.... The piercings have not yet healed fully, so that any punishment my Master chooses to inflict on my nipples is more intensely painful as a result.

As a slave, i have no rights whatsoever but must accept that i am a piece of property, owned completely by my Master, to be used in any way he sees fit. i must obey all commands and orders without hesitation, without question; it is enough that he wishes it, no matter what it may be. He can punish me and discipline me whether i have done anything to deserve it or not - it is a high honour that my Master should deign to whip my worthless body or grant me permission to worship his tall leather boots, the symbol of his dominance and Mastery.

my only permitted response to humiliation, degradation, abuse and punishment is one of extreme gratitude to my Master. If i should cry out at any time or be slow in thanking him for abusing me, then i know that i shall be punished even more severely.

i have been systematically and thoroughly trained to serve as his sex slave and i am fully conscious of the honour bestowed on me. my slave training has been severe but i have emerged as a real bootslave, a dogslave, a pig slave, grateful to be the property of such a dominant Master.

When he enters the dungeon, i have been trained immediately to get to my knees, bow my head and wait in a respectful and subservient position for him to unlock my cage. When he has done this, i crawl towards him, begging for permission to lick his boots. He particularly likes to see his slave grovel at his boots. i am often gagged so that i cannot say anything but if i am not then i am only permitted to beg for more punishment, abuse, and humiliation, and especially for the high honour of licking his boots and cleaning them with my tongue.

All utterances begin and end with the word "SIR" or "MASTER". i am not permitted to use the word "i" but must describe myself in the lowest terms possible as in "SIR, please allow this useless piece of slave shit to lick the soles of your boots, SIR" or "MASTER, this dog turd begs you to piss on it, MASTER". my tongue is not allowed to touch his boot leather until he gives the command and then i must lick his boots with a proper show of enthusiasm and respect. All my slave training is conducted at boot level, and i am not allowed to stand in his presence unless he is chaining me upright for a heavy whipping.

He wears full leather at all times with a leather peaked cap pulled down low on his brow, so that i can scarcely see his face. In any case, i am not permitted to look at him but must keep my eyes lowered in his presence. He wears skintight leather jeans or sometimes leather breeches with a broad uniform stripe running down the side. As a special favour i am occasionally permitted to run my tongue over his firm leather encased legs and thighs; and sometimes even over his bulging leather crotch, before unzipping the bulge with my teeth and working his cock into my mouth and down my throat.

But his tall black leather boots are my main concern and i spend hours not just licking them but cleaning them thoroughly with my tongue. He will command me to start with the soles. No position reminds me of my status as a slave more than this - i am lying flat on my back while my Master stands above me, one boot raised and pressing on my face while my tongue works on the rough leather sole as it grinds down on me. Then i work upwards, around the rims, over the smooth steel toecaps and up the long expanse covering his calves, sometimes permitted to caress the boots with my hands as i lick them. If he is wearing his hobnailed boots then i know i am in for a hard time -if i do not lick them with enough devotion or attention to detail then he will aim a few hard kicks at my useless body. And he will press down hard on my neck with one boot, grinding the hob nails into my flesh while i service the boot leather of the other boot.

He has a large collection of whips, belts, paddles and crops hanging from the walls of the dungeon and, selecting one, he whips me while i lick his boots. Sometimes he kicks me round the dungeon with his boots while he lays into me with his leather belt. i am ordered to keep trying to lick his boots while he does this. He delights in turning me into a grovelling, bootlicking slave, begging for ever more humiliation, degradation and abuse.

Sometimes he punishes me by locking me in a heavy iron head cage, hanging from a chain in the ceiling of the dungeon. He will crank it up so that i have to stand on tiptoes, my arms and legs will be chained spread-eagled, and he will leave me like that for hours until my muscles ache. Then he will take a whip to my naked back and arse, making me count the strokes and thank him for whipping me after each one.

Whipping a slave excites him more than anything else and when he has finally finished whipping me, he will usually drop the whip and force his huge Master's cock up my arse and fuck me roughly, his hand coming through the metal of the headcage and covering my mouth, forcing his fingers down my throat.

When he has shot his load up my arse, he will pull out, unfasten me from my position, open a door at the front of my head cage, slap me down to waist level and make me clean his dripping Master's cock with my tongue. Often his cock will harden again while i am licking it clean and he will stick it down my throat, making me suck it hard until he shoots another load. Then i have to clean his Master's cock thoroughly with my tongue. His realisation of my pleasure in cleaning him led to the further humiliation of learning to be his toilet.

From the first he had pissed on me as a gesture of his contempt. This led inexorably to pissing in my mouth and punishing me if i should lose a drop. Then, when he saw that i enjoyed cleaning his cock after it had been up my arse, he led me on to cleaning his arse after he had had a shit and finally to shitting directly into my mouth. His turds were the size of his cock and i soon had the same zeal in taking them into my mouth. When a slave is fully submissive, i have discovered, then there is nothing that i will not do no matter how revolting it might have been to my former self. You might say i have been mesmerised to the extent that His desire is quite simply reason enough.

One day he entered the dungeon, chained me firmly to the ground so that i couldn't move, and buckled a leather plugged gag around my head, filling my mouth so that i couldn't cry out. Then he lit a fire in a metal brazier and stuck a branding iron into it. i knew what was going to happen to me but was powerless to do anything about it. i simply had to wait in an agony of expectation while the iron reached the right temperature. Then, pulling it out of the fire, he planted it firmly on my arse and branded me with the word 'slave' so that all who use me will know what i am. Then, having marked me permanently as a slave, he invited other Leather Masters to his dungeon.

i had to crawl to the door of the dungeon and lie in front of it. When each Leather Master entered, he would use my useless slave body as a boot cleaner, wiping the tall boots on my flesh. Then he would stick his boots in front of my face and order me to kiss them as a sign of my respect. When five tall Masters, some in full leather, the others in full rubber, had gathered, he told them that i am a trained bootslave and toilet. Then, slapping me hard across my face, he ordered me to serve them.

A wooden sign saying 'toilet' was hung around my neck and in the course of the evening i was repeatedly pissed on and forced to drink their piss. Crawling from one to another, servicing their boots, i was used as a boot wipe and boot rest. Some of them were smoking and at a snap of the fingers i would crawl over and open my mouth so that it could be used as an ashtray. They took it in turns to fuck me, slapping me and verbally abusing me as they did so, calling me a worthless piece of slave shit, a dog turd. They gobbed in my face and made me rub it in. Some would pull me up by my collar and order me to lick the snot from their noses; or they would shoot snot into my open mouth. i had to thank them for every abuse and humiliation they threw at me. i ate their shit directly from their arses. Or they would shit on my chest and rub it in with their boots, smearing my face with it, ordering me to lick their boots clean. my face was pushed in shit, rubbed in it and then i would be pissed on again.

The evening was an orgy of abuse and humiliation for me, as i desperately tried my best to carry out all the orders i was given by these dominant Masters. Finally, when they had gone, my Master dragged me to my slave cage, kicked me in and, as usual, chained me to the wall and left me lying, still dripping with piss, my body covered in shit and welts from the whipping i had received. The evening ended as it always does - he walked to the gate of the cage and i crawled over and stuck my tongue through the bars, whimpering like a dog to show how much i wanted to service his boots. As i licked his boots, he pissed over me and then jacked off over me, finally leaving me lying in my degradation.

Slave initiation

What it might be like to come to me as a potential slave.

Rubber worm

Here is an interesting document about dehumanisation.

Thanks to rubbergimp for supplying the pictures from his blogspot (http://rubbergimp.blogspot.com)

WORM

Worm Transformation Contract

This contract has been prepared for the benefit of an individual prepared to experience worm bondage transformation and play. It has also been prepared for the benefit of one or more individuals willing to undertake the transformation and maintenance of an individual experiencing worm bondage transformation and control. For the purposes of this contract, this individual already is a bondage worm. This transformation process is merely a way to make this manifestation evident in a physical manner. The undersigned individuals have entered into this agreement in order to establish ground rules, personal expectations, boundaries and limits, and an outline of what one or more session may entail over the duration of this contract. For the purposes of this document, transformer will be used to refer to the individual or individuals performing the human-to-worm transformation, and worm will be used to refer to the individual upon whom the human-to-worm transformation is being affected.

Exclusions

1. At no time during any session will any exchange of any body fluids take place.

 2. No heavy drugs will be taken by any party present at any session. Introduction of, administration method and timing of any recreational drug, stimulant, relaxant or anaesthetic must be agreed upon in advance by both transformer and worm before the effective date of this contract.

3. No permanent physical harm shall be allowed, nor shall deliberate pain such as whipping, beating, torture or the like be inflicted upon the worm. However, the worm may experience actual discomfort and even slow, agonizing achiness arising from the agreed-upon restraint, confinement, sensory deprivation and control.

4. Sessions covered by this contract cannot be interrupted or terminated before the time limit agreed upon by both transformer and worm. (Sessions may exceed the time limit at the transformer's discretion without the worm's consent.)

5. Sessions which must be interrupted due to worm's distress or other mitigating factor must still run for the original agreed-upon duration at a lesser level of intensity (i.e. unhooded, ungagged or partially released to the minimum level which allows the session to continue). Under no normal circumstances will the worm be removed from the session space before the agreed-upon duration has expired.

6. The process by which the transformation is carried out shall be agreed upon in advance (see NN below). Once agreed upon, and the contract signed, both worm and the transformer must to the best of their ability follow through to completion the agreed upon process.

Session preparations The following preparations will be completed by the worm prior to the commencement of transformation. Either the worm will complete all items on the preparation list or, if he agrees, the transformer shall complete the preparations for the worm. Preparations not completed in advance of a session may be performed upon the worm, by force if necessary, prior to the transformation at the transformer’s discretion.

1. Worm shall refrain from eating solids 24 hours in advance of session start time.

2. Worm’s body hair shall be completely shavd before session begins with a) an electric beard/hair clipper set to 000, or b) straight razor and foam. 3. Worm's body may be completely coated in a hair removal solution, such as Nair, which shall be left in place long enough to dissolve remaining hair stubble (approximately 20 minutes). Worm shall be hosed down with water at end of session to remove solution and dissolved hair. Close inspection of worm's flesh after initial coating and hose down will determine if a second coating and hose down is required to produce the necessary close contact between flesh and silicone.

4. Worm's head shall be totally clipped prior to transformation. Exact length of clipped hair must be negotiated by both parties, but a setting of at least 00 is recommended. Other head hair transformations (such as complete scalp shaving and/or treatment with a hair removal solution) must be negotiated in advance by both parties. Removal of eyebrows and eyelashes must also be negotiated.

5. All details related to hair clipping, shaving and removal must be agreed upon before session begins, and, after an agreement has been made, the transformer and worm must follow through and complete those details. Agreed preparations not completed in advance of a session may be performed upon the worm, by force if necessary.

6. Worm shall be cleared of all internal waste through a) multiple self-administered enemas, or b) multiple transformer-administered enemas, until evacuated water runs completely clear. 7. Worm agrees to insertion of a double bardex into his anus. Interior and exterior balloons shall be inflated to hold bardex in place (external portion of bardex tube will eventually protrude from all-encompassing silicone worm shell and allow transformer to periodically evacuate worm's rectal accumulations as necessary). Worm agrees to use of clamp to secure the protruding end of the bardex tube prior to and during transformation.

8. Worm shall also agree to the application of an external or “Texas” catheter to his penis. Non-catheterization is an option that the transformer may also employ, to force the worm to “stew in his own juices” as part of the transformation experience.

9. Worm may also be subject to the application of a chastity device or other form of genital binding -- at the discretion of the transformer for all or part of the duration of the experience -- which may prevent the worm from achieving an erection or reaching ejaculation.

10. Worm's body shall be thoroughly and completely washed with rubbing alcohol immediately prior to the commencement of the first silicone application in order to remove all traces of body oil which might prevent close bonding of silicone and flesh.

11. Transformer and worm shall agree upon all session details before the session begins (see following section).

12. Transformer and worm shall work together to acquire and prepare sufficient quantities of an encasing substance such as “Dragon Skin” silicone obtained from “Smooth On” (a silicone product tested and proven most effective in the worm transformation process) or other encasing substance. 13. Transformer and worm shall ensure all necessary bondage items are available for the session. Bondage items may include one or more of the following items: Leather posture collar with D ring and padlockMultiple padlocks and keysHead harness with D ring on topMultiple lengths of ropeLeather wrist restraintsMultiple lengths of chainLeather ankle restraintsMultiple lengths and widths of rubberAssorted mouth gags (inflatable/solid/hollow)Multiple lengths and widths of leatherBondage mittsEar plugsRubber hood (to be applied before head harness)Nasal tubes10-20 rolls of saran wrap or pallet tapeGastric tubes10-20 rolls of black duct tape14. Transformer and worm shall ensure all necessary play items are available for the session. Play items may include one or more of the following items: Tens unit and attachments (for electrical play)Vibrator(s)Tit clampsMusic source and headphonesSnake bite kitsGas masksLatex rebreathing bagGas mask hosesLeather, rubber or rope strapsHose connectors, clamps and fittingsAnesthesia mask 5-prong harness ring (for mask) Mask harness (for mask)Water or other liquid (such as Ensure) for drip feedingEnema bags and hoses (for attachment to embedded bardex) Worm transformation details. This list contains a number of potential session details. While no one session is likely to encompass all of these details, every session will contain one or more of them. Specific details must be mutually agreed upon with no coercion by both transformer and worm before the commencement of each session. A Worm transformation facility

1. Worm transformation must take place in a private, secure environment. The location must be adequately lighted, heated and sufficiently equipped to restrain, contain and otherwise hold the worm, and be large enough to accommodate the restrained worm for the entire duration of the session. Ideally the location will also be soundproof. A private home or secure rented space may be appropriate. The transformer may, at times and under his own discretion, leave the facility provided an appropriate monitoring mechanism is in place to ensure the safety of the worm. ( See NN below) Before the transformer leaves the facility, he a) ensure that the worm is safely and securely attached in a prepared storage location and b) notify a third party, who will have access to the facility in case of emergency. 2. One or more mirrors must be set up in such a way that worm can see self in a) transformation position and b) worm play position (if sight applies to worm mode).

3. One or more video cameras must be powered, tested and positioned in advance.

4. The worm will be provided with a clean resting space (such as a mattress or cot) during inactive periods such as overnight or other storage period, or when the transformer needs to take a break from the transformation process. This space may be completely dark and may be completely silent. The transformer reserves the right to restrict the worm’s movement even while resting, particularly if the transformation is only partial. Restriction of movement may be challenging or even cause the worm to experience discomfort. At no time will the worm be restrained in any way that would cause loss of circulation, nerve damage or suffocation. The worm will not be subject to deliberate beating or torture, nor will the worm be subjected to excessive sound, temperature or other environmental causes of distress. Restriction may include, but is not limited to, any of the following options: * Wrapping parts or all of worm's torso, limbs and head in saran wrap, duct tape or rubber straps. Creativity is encouraged in this wrapping, which may be used to ensure siliconed portions set in correct positions (for example, wrapping thighs to calves while silicone sets on ankles and feet, or forearms to biceps while silicone sets on hands and fingers). * Confinement in an escape-proof box or enclosure large enough for the worm to move, turn over, or turn around in. * A padlocked neck collar or shackle with sufficient lead attached to a low, secure spot that will prevent the worm from moving beyond a specified area. Transformer must ensure collar-lead configuration cannot result in strangulation. * Ankles shackled or tied to a secure position (or, in the case of post-transformation of this portion of the worm’s body, the worm’s “tail”). B Worm transformation The purpose of the transformation is sensory and experiential modification and gradual transfer of control from the worm to the transformer through incremental bondage whereby the worm loses his humanity in stages, and the gradual elimination of worm contacts with the external world, reducing him to total dependence on the transformer.

Transformation steps (suggested)

1. Ensure camera(s) are in position to record process and begin recording session.

2. Position worm in military "at ease" position in center of transformation space on plastic or latex sheet. (This sheet will contain excess silicone runoff.) Alternately, lay the worm in the center of transformation space.

3. Apply rubber hood and/or gasmask to worm's head (optional). 4. Secure head harness to worm's head. Harness may be leather, rubber, rope or any other material fashioned in such a way that a) head is held firmly and securely, b) mouth and nose are in no way blocked or restricted, c) top center piece(s) of harness contains a D ring or other connecting hardware. After head harness is secured in place, attach chain or rope suspended from an overhead beam or other support structure capable of bearing worm's weight to the top D ring on the head harness. 5. Secure and padlock collar around worm's neck. Secure chain on end of collar to wall or other structural feature. Worm’s safety will be ensured while secured in this manner to prevent accidental strangulation.

6. Transformer shall wear protective gloves for duration of application phase to prevent accidental self-siliconization.

7. If this is a 'staged' application, securely wrap worm's left and right foot, ankle and calf in saran wrap and apply initial layer of liquid silicone to foot ankle and calf, or, should the worm agree to a more intense sensory experience, the silicone may be applied directly to the skin. Transformer shall apply additional layers, working up the transformer’s body, sealing the legs together first until the worm is transformed up to its waist. If the process is “slow”, the worm can be kept for some amount of time (not less than 6 and not more than 24 hours) in this “legless” state, the worm candidate is force to drag his useless lower half for the amusement of the transformer. The worm agrees, in this case, to sexual play that includes but is not limited to, frottage, oral sex (with a condom), and enema play. Confinement and moderately severe bondage is indicated during this period of transformation, up to and including hooding, mummification, gimp bondage and any other restricting or confining activity the transformer deems beneficial to the transformation process (for example, mummification may allow the legs coated in silicone to set in a fixed position, gimp bondage may allow the feet to set separately). The worm may be hooded or gagged while in transition from human to worm. The worm also agrees to captivity for the pre-determined duration (see previous section A.4.) After legs are transformed, the worm will then lose the use of his arms as the silicone is applied from the neck down. Arms will be encased separately to ensure no flesh touches flesh, then sealed first to the worm's torso and then covered in layers of silicone until no longer visible. The resulting appearance should be as “wormlike” or ‘tubular” as possible. A final layer of silicone will be applied then, from the neck down, and may be given an exterior texture or “finished” appearance. The worm shall then be kept for a period no less than 24 and no more than 36 hours in this condition, his head still free of silicone, and used for sexual play, or kept in isolation, as occurred during the period following leg encasement (see B.4.). At end of first phase of a multi-day session, transformer ensures partially-transformed worm can see itself in mirror while being “stored.” Transformer also ensures partially-transformed worm is fed, watered, secured and otherwise prepared for the hiatus between first and second day phases of session. In the final stage of transformation, worm agrees to having its skull shaved with beard trimmer set to 00 and then with a razor, leaving the scalp completely devoid of hair. Worm also agrees to having its eyebrows shaved for the pure enjoyment of the transformer (as this is not entirely necessary for the process of transformation). Rubber nostril tubes will then be secured with tape, along with a mouth tube large enough to fit the transformer’s erect penis. The tube will become a permanent part of the silicone encasement and should therefore be made of the same silicone materials in advance. Securely wrap skull in saran wrap or, for a more extreme sensory experience, the silicone may be applied directly to the face and bare skull. Additional layers will be applied until all human features are obscured and no facial features are visible (the head should appear as an extension of the main body of the worm and taper just slightly from shoulders to crown).

8. Worm is now transformed and will be kept in the worm form for the remainder of the agreed upon scene duration, not less than 48 hours and not more than one week (seven days).

9. (Optional) A layer of slime (using a product such as “J-Lube”) may be applied to the worm’s exterior to aid in both the worm’s mobility and to create a more worm-like ascetic.

10. A looped tape shall play continuously during rest/storage periods. Tape may consist of white noise, music or spoken text which encourages worm-candidate to accept and embrace his transformation. The tape should include text much like the following: EXCELLENT, YOU ARE BECOMING THE FACELESS, SIGHTLESS, POWERLESS RUBBER- NONENTITY YOU LONG TO BE. LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR AND SEE YOUR TRUE SELF - A NATURAL BORN WORM WHO YEARNS TO BE KEPT IN WORM CAPTIVITY - BOUND, GAGGED, AND CONTROLLED. WRITHE FOR ME, WORMBOY. FEEL YOURSELF FALLING DEEPER AND DEEPER INTO AN ACCEPTANCE OF YOUR DEEPLY SUBMISSIVE STATE. IT IS YOUR JOB TO ENDURE THE SITUATION, WHETHER THAT MEANS CONCENTRATING ON YOUR BREATHING, SQUIRMING AROUND AS BEST YOU CAN FOR BLOOD CIRCULATION, OR FIGHTING THE ONSET OF PANIC AT BEING LEFT RESTRAINED AND ALONE FOR SO LONG. ALL REAL BONDAGE WORMS FANTASIZE ABOUT BEING LEFT ALONE, ALL BOUND UP AND POWERLESS, AND NOW YOU ARE EXPERIENCING IT FOR REAL. YOU LOOK SO FUCKING HOT WRITHING IN YOUR WORM BONDAGE. YOU CAN BE KEPT THIS WAY FOR DAYS IF YOU WANT. YOU'RE TOTALLY CLEANED OUT, PLUGGED, GAGGED, MUZZLED, HOODED, SILICONED-SHEATHED AND CONTROLLED. IF IT BECOMES TOO MUCH FOR YOU, MAYBE WE'LL GIVE YOU SOME SEDATIVES THROUGH YOUR GAG ALONG WITH FLUIDS AND LIQUID NOURISHMENT. DESCEND DEEPER AND DEEPER INTO ACCETANCE, WORM. EMBRACE YOUR ENCASEMENT, YOR CONFINEMENT, YOUR WORM NATURE. FEEL YOUR BONDS. ACCEPT YOUR PHYSICAL CONFINES AND RESTRAINTS. EMBRACE YOUR CONFINEMENT. BEG FOR MORE. BEG TO BECOME A TOTALLY SHINY, BLACK-ENCASED, BOUND AND CONTROLLED WORM. SHOW ME YOU CAN TAKE MORE. ARE YOU A WORM? DO YOU WANT TO EXPERIENCE MORE WORM REALITY? SHOW ME YOU WANT MORE, WORM. WRITHE FOR ME. ONLY A REAL WORM WOULD END UP IN A SITUATION LIKE THE ONE YOU ARE EXPERIENCE NOW, SO YOU MUST BE A REAL WORM. ACCEPT YOUR NEW REALITY, WORM. SOON YOU WILL BE A PERMANENT FULL TIME BEAUTIFUL RUBBER BONDAGE WORM.

spankslave jason - the day after; he begged for more.

Spankslave jason, more submissive.

Bootlicking video. Slave jason gets down!

Bootcleaning

Boots... a powerful symbol of aggressive masculinity so almost every gay submissive guy is going to repsond to them. Not all. My best boy sees no reason for it and doesn't respond to it. He'll do it of course, but it is the one area in his sub life where he just doesn't get it, despite all my efforts to explain.


The illustrations show the best bootslave I ever knew - a French slave, who never tired!

Here is the method I teach to all my bootslaves to get the very best shine possible.

You do not use brushes - all that is needed is a tin of polish, a box of matches and two cloths.

Make sure the boots are clean before you start - so wash off any mud etc just with water. If there is wax then you can remove it with vinegar and then wipe with a wet cloth and dry. Boots with splits or cracks can be repaired by heating a spoon and smoothing it gently over the crack or split.

OK then you are ready to begin.

1. Day One. Open the tin, light a match and set fire to the polish - let it burn for a few seconds until some of it has melted. Extinguish by covering lightly with the lid again.

2. take one of the cloths and dip it in the melted polish, now apply gently and in circular movements to the surface of the boot. Be generous. As a guide a tall pair of boots (like Dehners) uses up the best part of a standard tin in total.

3. Continue like this - occasionally melting the polish again - until both boots are covered.

4. Leave to dry for 24 hours.

5. Day Two - repeat this process and leave to dry.

6. Day Three - repeat this process and leave to dry.

7. Day Four - repeat this process and leave to dry.

8. Day Five - take another, clean cloth. Spit on the boot and gently work on the boot with small circular movements. Spit is more satisfying - especially for a bootslave - but you can dip in a jar of water instead! At first it seems nothing will happen - but little by little the shine begins to come through. This really does take time but you are rewarded with a spectacular shine.

I was taught this method by a gay member of the Household Cavalry - and you can see your reflection in their boots...

Berlinqueer

This is the personal blog of an Irish queer guy, living in Berlin. I prefer the word queer to gay - queer is more inclusive of difference and can refer to anyone who differs from sexual 'norms', be they bi, transgendered, whatever.

I plan to post here various articles, stories, photographs which involve fetish. Mostly they will focus on my own principal fetishes - leather, rubber, uniforms - but I'll post anything else that takes my fancy. I tend to be polymorphously perverse so I have few taboos.

Feel free to comment, disagree. Abuse will be deleted - unless it makes me laugh particularly.

HUMAN DOG TRAINING

Were practitioners of sm into training their slaves to behave as dogs twenty years ago? Though more commonly encountered (mainly due to practicalities) than pony training, with which it shares a number of similarities, I cannot remember coming across it at that time. I had seen an example of it – there is a scene in the notorious movie Pasolini made of de Sade’s "120 Days of Sodom" ("Salò,"1975) which places it in an sm scenario. Some twenty young teenagers, both male and female, crawl excitedly up a grand staircase, collared and leashed, and into a room where they are thrown meat, eat from dog dishes, and bark and pant for the pleasure of their aristocratic Masters and Mistresses. I cannot recall whether I found the scene erotic – little was in the context of that cold, analytical study of Fascism and power politics. It is interesting, nonetheless, that I can recall that sequence more vividly than any other in the movie. I also remember, in the early 80s, seeing a production of a play called The Witch of Edmonton (by Middleton and Rowley, contemporaries of Shakespeare) where the Devil goes about his work in the shape of a dog – I do definitely recall my sexual thrill at the sight of a full-grown, fit and muscled man, collared and crawling on all fours.

Mr. Benson, in the eponymous novel by Larry Townsend, subjects his slave to a tiny degree of dogtraining – just for humiliation purposes; the central character in The Brig becomes a dogslave for a time, also as part of a humiliation process. But probably the most extensive coverage in gay erotic literature came with the publication of Kai’s story in Manifest Reader. This purported to be a true story of how a young man in his 20s gave up all human ways to live as a dogslave for some five years, all forms of human behaviour denied to him. He describes vividly how this helped him to move into a submission which was liberating for all its fixed constraints. I have been assured that this account is essentially true. However, it represents an an experience of such intensity and focus that it is likely to be viewed essentially as fantasy by most of us.

Now, suddenly, dog training is everywhere. There are a number of sites on the Web given over to the subject and offering personals from all over the world and newcomers to this erotic practice should start there. I find that, no matter where subs get hold of me, I’d go so far as to say that easily 75% of those I meet and interact with are looking for dog training to form part at least of the session. And increasingly I meet subs who want this form of activity to the exclusion of all else.

I’ve been there too though I came to it rather late in my time as a sub. Years ago I was introduced to it by a former (canine!) dog handler in the police force. And to be frank I came to believe that the reason he drew on his former professional work was that for him it represented an acceptable way of showing affection to another man. Formerly married, and having lived a deeply closeted life, it represented a way of displacing his feelings of shame and guilt for wanting to have sex with men. For my part I found it exhilarating and liberating. It loosened me up physically and mentally and through it I believe I managed to tap into a greater degree of instinctive, submissive behaviour than I had ever done. For one thing it demands more in the way of interconnectedness than the classic Master/slave role-play. As a Top, one of my perpetual moans and gripes concerns what I call the ‘zombie’ slave – that is, one who endures passively and stoically what is done to him, who provides no feedback during a session, one who is robotic in performing what is asked of him, who believes that passivity is the same as submission. Faced with this type of sub I will quickly introduce him to the special pleasures of dog training.

For the dogslave, unlike the ‘zombie’, is decidedly active whether this arises from physical games like ‘fetch’ or simply in terms of constantly working to give the impression of canine behaviour. A dog may be trained to obey and strictly controlled especially through the use of a leash but spontaneous, dog-like behaviour is always welcome. Training a dogslave results in a bond of affection between Master and dog which many subs, especially young and inexperienced ones, desperately need. That the dog is valued is taken for granted, no matter at what a low level. All too often as a sub I found myself in situations where it was easy to forget that sm is an expression of love – that rarely happens in dog scenes. A real dog, as domestic pet, must be the only animal that apologises if you happen to step on it – step on a dog’s tail and it will yelp or whatever but also look hopefully at you and wag its tail to ascertain whether you are angry or not. They want, above all else, to please - 'slaves' and 'subs' duly take note and learn! In return, they want to be loved, petted, rubbed by their Masters. So, too, do the human kind. A dog’s tongue is generally the most expressive part of a dog’s nature – dogslaves should get a charge not only from licking boots but also hands, neck, face or wherever the Master allows them. The result is frequently a more sensual scene than other scenarios I explore.

As we all surely know, one man’s sexual fantasies are another man’s belly laugh and practitioners have to accept that training humans as dogs is more likely than most activities to appear ludicrous when viewed objectively. As always, it is the mind which produces erotic possibilities. Because, let’s face it, a man, no matter how much he is decked out with dog collar, butt-plug tail, eared and snouted mask or various costumes ranging from rubber or lycra body suits even to furry dog costumes, looks anything but a man constrained to emulate a four legged animal. His legs are too long, his face too flat to be wholly convincing. The imagination must provide the reality.

Part of the appeal, inevitably, is humiliation. A sub is dehumanised, made to crawl instead of walk, his hands (whether in bondage mittens or free) rendered useless, his speech removed from him to the extent that he must work on a range of vocal colours possible within a highly constricted, non-human vocabulary. A tail, even though few I have seen are ‘effective’, adds to this. The pleasure moves beyond that of humiliation, however, by opening up a vein of instinctive behaviour that in many cases allows the sub to express himself and his need for submission more directly than he might do as a human slave. A sub, coming to it for the first time, is often embarrassed and self-conscious. I tend to work on this – initially by suggesting that they need not fear me laughing at them because I have done it all myself - and subsequently by working through a ritualised initiation which marks their transition. I admit I am particularly fond of initiation scenes – a kind of solemn ceremony whereby the sub is transformed. For me ‘transformation’ is what sm is all about and I have found that nothing in this line works so well as dog training. I like to take my subs on a journey of exploration of my needs and theirs that ideally will break through all inhibitions and liberate the psyche from the responsibilities of mundane, every day life.

Little is needed to get started in dog play. A collar is central to this as it is to most slaves. I like to attach a dog tag with a dog’s name and my telephone number on it. Even though I have never been in a situation where it is ever likely to be of use, the jingling of a tag as he moves always subtly reminds a dogslave of his status. There are also chain training collars, some with fearsome ‘teeth’ available in pet stores but these should be avoided. A dog has a stronger neck than a human and as a long-time devotee of metal bondage I have always been very aware of safety factors in using metal around the neck. A leash is similarly an essential – and a relatively cheap item of equipment. A dog bowl is a useful item to add to your erotic toys but choose carefully as a human mouths can generally not get to the bottom of such bowls. These are the basics, perhaps with the addition of some canine toys – a ball, rubber bone, dog biscuits. Dog food from a can should be avoided for health reasons and certainly in terms of long sessions of days or weeks. Let the mind do the work for you in this respect – I buy a can of cheap steak in gravy, strip the label off and then make a performance of opening the can and spooning it into the dog bowl.

Those wanting more refinements can investigate the variety of tails increasingly to be seen or improvise with a butt-plug, wire and rubber tubing. I have also seen effective head harnesses with a dog’s snout and ears though, as is the case with a tail and the practicality of shitting, such a contraption has to be removed when feeding is involved. Kneepads such as those used by skaters and skateboarders are useful for extended work on all fours, especially on a carpet, but they are awkward and tend to slip about. A cloth lightly bound around the knee is generally more practical. Bondage mittens, as I have suggested, reduce the hands to paws though improvising with bandages works just as well. I have also seen highly complicated sets of straps binding lower arm to upper arm, and calf to thigh, forcing the slave to stand on elbows and knees but obviously such a position can be held for a limited amount of time. Getting your sub into some or all of this gear is the vital first stage of the process of transformation. You should talk him through it, explaining why this is being done to him. His mind needs to go down and a step by step process of transformation seems to work.

The second stage is forcing him into doglike positions. The most common is the ‘walk’ position with hands and knees on the floor but always remember that a human’s muscles and limbs are crucially different from those of a dog. I use this position for short movements to and from me. Anything involving more – moving to another room perhaps and certainly when negotiating stairs – is better done with the dogslave, hands on the floor, back raised, and moving on the balls of his feet. You have to respect the compromises that have to be made – no matter how un-doglike it may seem, the only way for a dogslave to descend a flight of stairs is backwards, looking up – any attempt to do it as a dog would, facing downwards, has danger built into it. For extended dog play a rest position which allows a full stretch is essential. The ‘sit’, ‘heel’, ‘beg’ and ‘sleep’ positions are obvious but training can move beyond taking him through these positions at a word of command to non-verbal communication such as a snap of the fingers or certain gestures. The advantage of this latter is the focus and concentration that the sub must bring to it, thus ensuring his fullest involvement.

The third stage of the process is the release of the animality of the dogslave’s behaviour in terms of body language and vocal skills. Encourage him to draw on his experience of how dogs behave, how they cock their heads, demand with a paw and so on. Self-consciousness often appears with uttering animal noises but don’t let him away with the first sound he makes. Work on it, deepen it, colour it and by doing so build up a vocabulary that is recognisable to you both. A Master and dogslave who know one another well can often impress more conventional Masters and slaves by the powerful, unspoken sense of communication that is virtually undetectable to onlookers.

Within the boundaries of dog play, certain variations are possible, often depending on the sexual fantasies of the players. Is your dogslave a family pet, a hunter (work on his sense of smell), a guard dog fierce to outsiders but wholly obedient and affectionate to you? Know others into the same play? Then get them round and see how your dogslaves will interact. Remember that there are no rules – how many men fuck their canine pets? – but there is nothing to stop you fucking your dogslave. Or doing all sorts of things that one would never dream of doing to a real dog; straps and metal around balls, chastity devices, tit clamps have all found their way into my dog training sessions. Punishment can vary in intensity; it can be no more than a few taps with a rolled newspaper but again there is nothing to stop you giving him a full-scale beating.

If a sub can overcome and accept the inherent ridiculousness of his position as dog then he often develops far more quickly than he might otherwise in a more conventional role-play scenario. It allows him to be submissive just as it allowed my first Trainer to be affectionate. Dog play can and does work as a powerful metaphor for submission and in my experience works faster in terms of releasing that submission than any other form of sm play. I hope it is not just here to stay but to become increasingly popular for it is underpinned by affection, trust, a desire for communication and respect for the offering of a rare vulnerability – essential ingredients of any good session for me.